stress distress depression and the light at the end of the tunnel
ever feel like your spreading yourself to thin... you try to make everyone happy and they just piss on you for being nice? ever wanna just throw your hands up in the air and say that's it i'm done... everyone leave me alone... no more free bee's... no more thank you very much's? ever feel like the only respect you get is purely from being a complete asshole? no mister nice guy? ever feel like the moment you give some one an inch they take that inch and gouge out a peice of your soul and then use that inch to spread it over the yard like creamed cheese?
my phone doesn't have battery problems but i cant make it till 6 pm before it starts giving me the low battery sound.... and i leave it on charge till noon.... i have a friend who was somewhat stranded in the USA ....recently got enough money to catch a bus home... i offered as much positive insight into the situation as possible... and although it came naturally to me it was very draining.... i hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass...
ever feel like your the only one in the world that means well? never heard of the expression means well? i wouldn't be surprised.... ever feel like meaning well is a sad thing in a savage world? i've often thought that the advancement mankind has made in the last 20 years was the way it should have been for the last 40 years... and that racism and all the savage behavior of war and street gangs and poverty and simple fist fights at a bar are so savage that it was beyond comprehension that we aren't working together to further our properity as a species and to make out planet better... at least by preparing for ummm lets say an alien invasion or some day our planet maybe be enveloped by the suns transferance to a red giant or what ever stage is next in it's life.... it's time to or it's getting to late to prepare to relocate to another planet.... the words savage and civilization keep popping into my head.... but where is the civil of ization? i'm baffled.... well sorta... i under stand that people suffer from many different problems that can cause set backs... stress... mental problems physical problems personal problems... what ever happened to the great good of man though? the needs of the many out way the needs of the few?
well i don't know how i feel today... i'm going to do my best to take the next 3 days off... well tonight and the next 2... maybe even monday.... chriky
my phone doesn't have battery problems but i cant make it till 6 pm before it starts giving me the low battery sound.... and i leave it on charge till noon.... i have a friend who was somewhat stranded in the USA ....recently got enough money to catch a bus home... i offered as much positive insight into the situation as possible... and although it came naturally to me it was very draining.... i hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass...
ever feel like your the only one in the world that means well? never heard of the expression means well? i wouldn't be surprised.... ever feel like meaning well is a sad thing in a savage world? i've often thought that the advancement mankind has made in the last 20 years was the way it should have been for the last 40 years... and that racism and all the savage behavior of war and street gangs and poverty and simple fist fights at a bar are so savage that it was beyond comprehension that we aren't working together to further our properity as a species and to make out planet better... at least by preparing for ummm lets say an alien invasion or some day our planet maybe be enveloped by the suns transferance to a red giant or what ever stage is next in it's life.... it's time to or it's getting to late to prepare to relocate to another planet.... the words savage and civilization keep popping into my head.... but where is the civil of ization? i'm baffled.... well sorta... i under stand that people suffer from many different problems that can cause set backs... stress... mental problems physical problems personal problems... what ever happened to the great good of man though? the needs of the many out way the needs of the few?
well i don't know how i feel today... i'm going to do my best to take the next 3 days off... well tonight and the next 2... maybe even monday.... chriky

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There is an old say what goes around comes around...we all know what that means but there is another saying that says what ever you give will come back to you ten times as much and it is very true so even though you might feel you are being used by some people, if you continue to be kind you will be rewarded. For sure, mankind in general as gone from bad to worse but there are still some very wonderful people still here.
Here is the motto I try to live by:
If you can give without remembering and take without forgetting and live your life so that there will be those that were thankful that you lived it is then that you have truly lived.
I also belive that is ture : we are not to give to others in hopes that they will give back something ,giving out of love or friendship is comming from the heart is it not .Do we or should we belive we should get something back in return ("no") nevr ,wrong way to think of it ,but yes do not stop being your kind caring self and i do belive you are but at times ,as i myself we to expect more from others like ourselfs and that is wear we go wrong ,Live,Love,LAUGH......and give what you can ,no matter how big or small .Be "real"and you should feel like yes this is not in vain "kindness"
Someone told me the other day a saying that pertains to this...
"The sun doesn't give the light to the moon, assuming the moons going to owe it one"
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